March 25
Wow, and I thought Spring was
coming. Grand Junction broke a record a couple days ago with a frigid 14 degree
morning. It’s just cold. On top of that, it’s just windy. Biking one direction
is quite easy, but biking the other feels like a wind tunnel. But its pretty
fun.
I had a pretty cool
experience. We are teaching this lady which knows the church is true and wants
to be baptized, but has at least 10 million things holding her back. Every time
we go over there I feel like a psychologist. She goes on and on and on and on
about her horrible life story and how her family hates her etc. At first I was
really sympathetic, but this recurrence went on every time we go over there.
She refuses to see hope and happiness in her life.
This week we went over there
and she and her husband had gotten into an argument so there was quite a big
dark cloud in the room. I knew tensions were high and I had to choose my words
carefully, so I prayed in my heart. "Heavenly Father, I don't know what to
do, please give me the words that I need to say." I hadn't the faintest
idea what to do, so I simply opened my mouth and the first words that came out
were "we need to have the proper spirit in here, may we all kneel down
while I offer a prayer?" I knew I was on the right track, because I knew
at this point my words were not my own. So I offered the prayer and waited for
her to "vent.” After that, I said very simply "Sister, you cannot
change the past, there is nothing you can do about it. Take the lessons you
have learned from the past and start looking to the future. I have never heard
you laugh or even smile, and the message that we bring is not one of sadness
and hopelessness, it is the gospel, it is the "good news." God can
only heal your heart if you let him. This life is not a life of just enduring
to the end through endless trials. It is meant to be enjoyed." I felt
really good about this. But she simply wasn’t in the mood to listen and she
continued to fret and dwell on the hopeless. I left feeling sad that she hadn't
listened. But on the way out her husband pulled me aside and thanked me
sincerely for being there at that time.
But yesterday, which was Stake
conference, her and her husband showed up for the services. After the meeting
she told me she had a "new birth" and was ready and willing to go. I
told her, "It sounds like something wonderful has happened." She
said, "yes, something did, I have decided to let go of the past and look
toward the future." I was so happy to hear that. So hopefully we will
start seeing great things happen! That’s all I have for this week!
Elder Bringhurst
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